My wedding and everything...

It was Oct 3rd 2010, and it was my wedding day...When my ex-boyfriend (my hub) promised (berikrar) for taking care of me and live with me for the rest of our life. It was a moment when my life has taken steps into the next chapter of life, becoming a wife. It was not easy considering we are two people with the same ego and we were both the elders in our family so that it was kind of a shock therapy of adjusting our character in our marriage life. We were happened to be same actually, that was we never realized :) But now...deep deep deep (3 is a charm) in my heart, I feel very blessed for having him in my life. Despite of everything, he taught me everything to prioritize my family, my work, and my life. He is unbelievably patient and always accepting my condition. He is a heavenly partner in life of mine.

I was pregnant, and he was very caring, he always protect me and gave advises and again loving me. My parents-in-law the are the best also my brother in law, the best! It was July 24th 2011, on Sunday, my mom was visited me, my mother in law also visited me, what a coincidence right..was it a sign? yes! and my lovely son in my belly was gave me a signal that he has ready to come out and see the beautiful world (dramatic!) :) I feel so blessed what was missing when two parents are gathered and ready to accompany me while I was giving birth. It was 4 in the afternoon and my heavenly gift from Allah or titipan dari Allah SWT was born. He was really cute and chubby and big 3,95 kg and 49 cm long. He was  on my chest and I never stop grateful to Allah that my baby was safe and healthy. He is perfect. Amin.

Along the way...I stayed at my parent's house because I need to be taught how to take care of everything formy baby. Like shower him and how to treat him as a new-born baby... I really need that, because I am clueless! for sure, honestly! And my mom was amazing she always there for me and I could never forget my sister, she was and always there, she still there to help me whenever I need a hand. I could never know how she can live with that. Stay up till late at night to watch for my baby and back in the afternoon. she was everywhere and every-second I need her. How come I never grateful for that.

When I was assigned to work in canada for a month, It was really hard because I have to live apart from my son for a month. which I never being apart from him even out of town..but out of country, continent...this just crazy, my heart was falling apart in the third week, I could never concentrate on the work and always keep thinking why I took this decision of leaving far away from him. I do remember, this is just a small step to do an investment for my son, I want him to have a better life and seeing another side of the world so he could learn a lot in his life.

I was back and he was fine and never been that better since I left from day-1, he still cute, healthy, chubby, and genius!. I love you my syanu. It was a valuable experience I had and more friends from all over the world. x